make it easy
like a waiter
in a movie
bringing you
coffee
with a spoon

have a wool cap
I wear while
eating
at the table

what
the fuck
is
wrong with you

anxiety prone
guilt ridden
sexually deprived
or over enthued
watches
as the floor
disappears
turns
leaves tomorrow

you arrived
said
anger is
something to wear

like
a scarf
or a beard
a hat
or a scar

how should I
remember
what
tell me
yell
if that works

robbed at every turn
missed
a call from my soulmate
that
kind of day

in flowers
we trust
hummingbirds
teaching
me how to land

later that night
and
might still be
here

a slow recovery
from stupid

cause it brings
happiness
can
make a rainbow
cry
the sun rise
the moon glow
even birds sing
in your eyes

she could turn
salt and cream
into
butter
then
place it on her
finger
while she
waited
for the corn to
pop

with this dirt
will
plant you today
while
your spirit
stays
next to me
here
with you

wrote this
because
things suck now
seems constant
terrifying
sad
no reason to
smile