for awhile

i know it was flawed. i understand there were parts left for you and your imagination. so i will take the blame,and move.
wondering what could make this better. practice,of course,lots of practice. it is what i will do. stare for awhile,because i need to focus.
when you stop and think and draw for awhile,as if night existed,without light. easy is really hard. sit next to me just long enough to see.