Archive for February 2021

i will drink myself happy.like choice, a secret,kept from you. will use a telescope.go back to chicago because of the tall buildings and the lake. you went to school there, i thought.sat on the steps,waited for the doors to open,then art. paintings by ed or the noise you make when you dream.

went to the movies bought some pop corn and soda the story of a clock hands spinning if only they would speak

these are the specs the math necessary for a conclusion like a discovery or being discovered found you at work

before he shot me in the face he shook my hand it was reassuring  

a knot a need will try my hand at a coma drive there build this home this room this kitchen this bed just somewhere to sleep

always ends with a poem a promise i need to keep a thought that replaces water the feeling of being alive      

will dream anyway i am about to find out

i might as well be writing in Spanish. if i could,i would. it was uncomfortable.battered and deep fried bruised. do you even remember that day?

know it is just words,not action, just words.escape is impossible,out of the question.no where to run. like this time. eating now,devouring everything you see,thinking somehow it is just in the way. look at you.

keep going one of the secrets of life involves movement cleaning keep the broom working the dust pan looks ready to ponce